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Friday, September 26, 2008

ee cummings Poem-I carry your heart


ee cummings is one of my favorite poets. I love his use of language and how different his prose is. I started reading him in college as a result of a Writing/Lit class and this is one of my favorites:

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Monday, September 15, 2008

WHO ARE YOU VOTING FOR?

No matter who you vote for, becoming educated is the best way to make good desicions about our government. We only have a voice if we use it.

This email comes in three parts....Make sure you read all three parts!

Part 1
In just one year. Remember the election in 2006?

Thought you might like to read the following:

A little over one year ago:
1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high;
2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon;
3) The unemployment rate was 4.5%.
Since voting in a Democratic Congress in 2006 we have seen:
1) Consumer confidence plummet;
2) The cost of regular gasoline soar to over $4.10 a gallon;
3) Unemployment is up to 5% (a 10% increase);
4) American households have seen $2.3 trillion in equity value evaporate (stock and mutual fund losses);
5) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $1.2 trillion dollars;
6) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure.
7) Food prices skyrocketing over 30% in 1 year.

America voted for change in 2006, and we got it!

Remember it's Congress that makes law - not the President. He has to work with what's handed to him.
Quote of the Day........'My friends, we live in the greatest nation in the history of the world. I hope you'll join with me as we try to change it.' -- Barack Obama

Part 2:
Taxes...Whether Democrat or a Republican you will find these statistics enlightening and amazing.

www.taxfoundation.org/publications/show/151.HTML

Taxes under CLINTON-1999 Taxes under BUSH-2008
Single earning: Single earning:
30K - taxed- $ 8,400 30K - taxed $ 4,500
50K - taxed $ 14,000 50K - taxed $ 12,500
75K - taxed $ 23,250 75K - taxed $ 18,750
Married earning: Married earning:
60K - taxed $ 16,800 60K - taxed $ 9,000
75K - taxed $ 21,000 75K - taxed $ 18,750
125K - taxed $ 38,750 125K ? taxed $ 31,250

Barack Obama promises to return to the higher tax rates if elected. It is amazing how many people that fall into the categories above think Bush is screwing them and Bill Clinton was the greatest President ever.

If elected, Barack Obama has already promised that he will repeal the Bush tax cuts, and amazingly, a good portion of the people that fall into the categories above can't wait for it to happen. This is like the movie The Sting with Paul Newman; you scam somebody out of some money and they don't even know what happened.

PART 3:
You think the war in Iraq is costing us too much? I now find that to be RIDICULOUS. Over 900 billion dollars has been spent on the war, and over 4,000 US lives. That is priceless!

I hope the following 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read so many times that the reader gets sick of reading them. I have included the URL's for verification of all the following facts.

1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year by state governments.

Verify at: http://tinyurl.com/zob77

2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens.

Verify at: http://www.cis.org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html

3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens.

Verify at: http://www.cis.org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html

4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school education for children here illegally and they cannot speak a word of English!

Verify at: http://transcripts.CNN.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.0.HTML

5. $17 Billion dollars a year is spent for education for the American-born children of illeg al aliens, known as anchor babies.

Verify at: http://transcripts..cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.01.html

6. $3 Million Dollars a DAY is spent to incarcerate illegal aliens.

Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.01.html

7. 30% percent of all Federal Prison inmates are illegal aliens.

Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.01.html

8. $90 Billion Dollars a year is spent on illegal aliens for Welfare & social services by the American taxpayers.

Verify at: http://premium.cnn.com/TRANSCIPTS/0610/29/ldt.01.html

9. $200 Billion Dollars a year in suppressed American wages are caused by the illegal aliens.

Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.01.html

10. The illegal aliens in the United States have a crime rate that's two and a half times that of white non-illegal aliens. In particular, their children, are going to make a huge additional crime problem in the US

Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0606/12/ldt.01.html

11. During the year of 2005 there were 4 to 10 MILLION illegal aliens that crossed our South ern Border also, as many as 19,500 illegal aliens from Terrorist Countries. Millions of pounds of drugs, cocaine, meth, heroin and
marijuana, crossed into the U. S from the Southern border.

Verify at: Homeland Security Report: http://tinyurl..com/t9sht

12. The National Policy Institute, 'estimated that the total cost of mass deportation would be between $206 and $230 billion or an average cost of between $41 and $46 billion annually over a five year period.

Verify at: http://www.nationalpolicyinstitute.org/pdf/deportation.pdf

13. In 2006 illegal aliens sent home $45 BILLION in remittances back to their countries of origin.

Verify at: http://www.rense.com/general75/niht.htm

14. 'The Dark side of Illegal Immigration: Nearly One Million Sex Crimes Committed by Illegal Immigrants In The United States.'

Verify at: http://www.drdsk.com/articleshtml

The total cost is a whopping $338.3 BILLION DOLLARS A YEAR.
Are we THAT stupid?
If this doesn't bother you then just delete the message.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Our Baptism July 27th, 2008

So it's taken me quite awhile to finally get around to recapping our amazing experience on my birthday, July 27th, when Tim and I decided to "take the plunge."

I was baptized when I was just a little girl and even though it was such a powerful experience, I still did not fully understand what I was doing.

Tim was baptized when he was just a baby, so we thought this was the perfect opportunity to get baptized together, now that we are adults and have a complete understanding of exactly what it means.

Pastor Brett, who married us, also ended up baptizing us, which was significant in so many ways. Our wedding day was meant to signify the joining of our lives into one and this day was meant to signify the joining of our lives with Christ as the center. Everything seemed to get very clear, as if I had other senses with which to enjoy the world; I saw the vivid outline of the beautiful surrounding trees against the sunny sky, heard the laughs and splashes from the kids playing just a few yards away, and the relished the sound of other believers standing on the shore singing praises.

The power of the moment was very tangible, especially as words of truth, grace and love poured out of Brett's mouth. I will never forget standing there hearing "every sin you've ever committed or will ever commit will be left behind today in this water. You are forgiven." I know that when we confess Jesus as our salvation that we are forgiven because we've accepted his free gift, but to physically accept that forgiveness is to outwardly express that belief. I always think of the dove descending on Jesus when he was baptized and saying he was pleased with his Son. Anything Jesus did I definitely want to emulate!

As Brett continued, I felt the strangest peace. There was a time in my life where I had gotten far away from the Lord and his ways and the reminder of what I've done had always kept me in a place of guilt/fear/bondage. There, in that river, that burden I'd been carrying fell off into those cool depths as I was lowered into the water...my sinful flesh breathing it's last breath...my new self being raised again as I emerged from the water...renewed. I could almost see a faint outline of my old sin-body as it drifted away...gone from me forever.

One thing that I know is that both Tim and I felt the touch of the Holy Spirit that day and even though we are still going to sin and make mistakes, we know that we are renewed, forgiven and full of new life. We look forward to seeing the outpouring from our commitment to the Lord in the coming days and years.

Love,
Shanna

Thursday, July 24, 2008

My amazing husband Tim


So, I just have to gush today about how amazing my Timmy is and how good he is to me, even when I don't come close to deserving it. He is always a picture of God's grace in my life, a vessel through which the Father's love pours...

Anyway, we have been talking about what we can do for both of our birthday's coming up. Mine is July 27th and Tim's is July 31st, so we usually celebrate together.

Since we've been on our "total money makeover" plan, we are living on a very strict budget. We had already planned ahead over the past few months and saved $100 to do something special. I was thinking we might go to a nice dinner downtown and then to a movie-which would have been great! But Tim was already making plans of his own...

Let me just say that it's hard to suprise me. For whatever reason, I always guess or suspect when something's up-whether it's a sixth sense or just women's intuition, I always know about any suprises that come up. Of course I always pretend I don't know so that the person who's done the sweet thing doesn't feel bad. So knowing this, Tim just came out and told me a couple of days ago what he had done.

He set up a night away for us at the Grand Lodge McMenamin's in Forest Grove, with a package that included a $50 dinner and $20 breakfast voucher (because of course, we're all about the food :)). He had to cash one of his personal savings bonds in to give us a little extra $, which he had been saving to buy something for himself. I, on the other hand, spend extra money as fast as I get it...that's why he's in charge of our finances!

There are a lot of hiking trails around the area in the Tillamook State Forest so I think we'll go roam around in the woods Sat morning and maybe see a $3 movie Friday night...or go soak in the amazing outdoor spa they have.

I am truly blessed by the man that God has given to me to share my life with. While I don't need "things" and getaways to make me happy, he is thoughtful and sensitive enough to know that it brings me joy to have things to look forward to. Not only that, he is an incredible leader, is funny, smart, hard-working, loving, extremely good looking and my soul mate. How I ever got such a guy is beyond me, but I'm sure glad I've got him!

Anyway, I am excited about getting this weekend started! :)

Love, Shanna B

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Joel Rosenberg's Latest Flash News

I absolutely love Joel Rosenberg. He delivers world news directly and Biblically, a real need given our own media is so one-sided when reporting the news to say the least. If you would like to suscribe to his newsletters, the website to sign up is:


http://link.ixs1.net/s/link/su?rc=al&rti=2495885&si=6178158548&pc=4s

* * * * FLASH TRAFFIC: WASHINGTON UPDATE * * * *
OBAMA IN THE EPICENTER


By Joel C. Rosenberg (Washington, D.C., July 22, 2008) -- The race for President of the United States is currently in a dead heat. I have absolutely no idea who is going to win this thing, and anyone who tells you they do is just guessing. Remember: a year ago, the pundits said Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton was a "sure thing" to win the Democratic nomination, and Sen. John McCain was a "sure thing" not to win the GOP nomination. The pundits were wrong then. I wouldn't put much stock in them now.



That said, Sen. Barack Obama faces a very real and daunting hurdle to victory in November. Only 48% of Americans think he would be a strong and decisive enough Commander-in-Chief to lead the U.S. through what could be a tumultous next four years, according to a poll released last week by ABC News. Another 48% are convinced Sen. Obama would specifically not be a good Commander-in-Chief. By contrast, 72% of Americans believe Sen. John McCain would lead our military forces well, while only 25% say he would not. Understand that gap and you'll understand precisely why Obama this week is in the epicenter.



With all eyes fixed on Israel and her neighbors and the conflicts that consume them, the junior Senator from Illinois realizes his international record does not inspire confidence. He has no military experience and precious little foreign policy experience, certainly none to compare with to Sen. McCain, a bonafide war hero who has been engaged in every major foreign policy debate of the last quarter century. To win in November, Obama has to close that perception gap. He has to convince more Americans that he is ready for whatever comes next, be it more terrorism from al Qaeda, or an orderly transition of power in Iraq, or -- heaven forbid -- a full blown war with Iran. So he is meeting with foreign leaders as well as U.S. military commanders on the ground in Afghanistan, Iraq, Jordan and Israel and hoping at the very least that the pictures Americans see on TV and in the newspapers from his whirlwind tour will cause them to begin to see him as a world leader and ease their many doubts.



While it's true that a picture is worth a thousand words, even a week's worth of photos may not be enough. After all, the Senator's core problem is not simply that he lacks the requisite experience. It's the widespread perception that he lacks the necessary judgment when it comes to the most troubling issues of the Middle East. Consider two examples, Iraq and Iran.



IRAQ



From the moment President Bush announced that he was taking Sen. McCain's advice to send more U.S. troops to Iraq to crush the insurgency and restore order, Sen. Obama has been a fierce critic of the "surge," arguing not only that it would not help, but that it would actually make the situation worse. "I am not persuaded that 20,000 additional troops in Iraq are going tosolve the sectarian violence there," Obama said on January 17, 2007. "In fact, I think it will do the reverse."



Eighteen months later, the results are in: the "surge" has been an astounding success. Things didn't get worse. They got better. Much better. Violent attacks against U.S. troops and Iraqi civilians are down 80%. More than 90% of Iraqi terroritory is now quite safe. More than 70% of combat operations in Iraq are now led by Iraqi forces, with U.S. assistance. Yet Sen. Obama struggles to acknowlege the success and refuses to describe his decision to vote against the "surge" as a mistake.



Consider this exchange yesterday with Terry Moran of ABC News.



Moran: "'[T]he surge of U.S. troops, combined with ordinary Iraqis' rejection of both al Qaeda and Shiite extremists have transformed the country. Attacks are down more than 80% nationwide. U.S. combat casualties have plummeted, five this month so far, compared with 78 last July, and Baghdad has a pulse again.' If you had to do it over again, knowing what you know now, would you -- would you support the surge?"



Obama: "No, because -- keep in mind that -"



Moran: "You wouldn't?"



Obama: "Well, no, keep -- these kinds of hypotheticals are very difficult. Hindsight is 20/20. I think what I am absolutely convinced of is that at that time, we had to change the political debate, because the view of the Bush administration at that time was one that I just disagreed with."



Moran: "And so, when pressed, Barack Obama says he still would have opposed the surge."



IRAN



In May of this year, Sen. Obama told a town hall meeting that he thought of Iran as small and relatively harmless country, hardly a major threat to the United States, Israel or our allies in the Middle East. "I mean think about it.," he told a group of supporters. "Iran, Cuba, Venezuela, these countries are tiny compared to the Soviet Union. They don't pose a serious threat to us the way the Soviet Union posed a threat to us....You know, Iran, they spend one-one hundredth of what we spend on the military."



His aides and advisors were horrified. Even Sen. Clinton conceded Iran was a major threat -- particularly given the regime's lust for nuclear weapons --though she refused to offer a plan to neutralize the threat.



So the next day, the Senator flip-flopped. He told a new audience a new story, that he actually does believe Iran is a threat.



But Obama's original, unscripted remarks were telling. In his heart, Sen. Obama does not actually believe the regime led by the Ayatollah Khameini and President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad are deeply and inherently dangerous. He sees Iran as a nuisance, not a forthcoming nuclear-armed power. That is why he is so adamant about wanting to sit down and negotiate personally with Ahmadinejad, without preconditions. His official website actually boasts about this position. "Obama is the only major candidate who supports tough, direct presidential diplomacy with Iran without preconditions," it reads. But to what end?



Has Sen. Obama actually studied the speeches of Khameini and Ahmadinejad? Has he studied their eschatology, or end times theology? Has he been properly briefed on how this eschatology is driving Iranian foreign policy? No one who truly understands what the current Iranian leadership believes could honestly conclude that they can be successfully negotiated with, much less deterred. Ahmadinejad, after all, believes it is his God-given mission to annihilate the U.S., Israel and Judeo-Christian civilization as we know.



Why? To create the conditions that will bring the Islamic Messiah known as the Mahdi or the "12th Imam" to earth. Ahmadinejad is not just another power-hungry dictator in the mold of the Soviet or Chinese leaders of yore. He is a Shia Islamic fascist. He believes his life destiny is to kill millions of Jews and Christians and usher in an Islamic caliphate. He believes he is a John-the-Baptist, a forerunner, of the Islamic Messiah. If he dies, he believes he will spend eternity in paradise with 72 virgins. But he doesn't really believe he's going to die. He believes he has been chosen for a divine appointment, and that nothing can stop him. That is what makes him so dangerous. Unfortunately, too many Washington politicians -- Sen. Obama included -- do not understand this.



Bottom line: I am glad Sen. Obama and his team are traveling through the epicenter this week. My prayer is that aside from all the lights and cameras and political stagecraft, the Senator is able to hear and discern true wisdom about the actual conditions and trendlines in the region. I hope he is able to come away with a new sense of the high stakes of American failure or success in Iraq, and a palpable sense of the rising threat from Iran. The eyes of the nations are riveted on the Middle East for a reason. The future of the world increasingly depends on what happens there, and the future of America depends a great deal on having a President who understands the times and knows what the U.S. should do.