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Thursday, July 24, 2008

My amazing husband Tim


So, I just have to gush today about how amazing my Timmy is and how good he is to me, even when I don't come close to deserving it. He is always a picture of God's grace in my life, a vessel through which the Father's love pours...

Anyway, we have been talking about what we can do for both of our birthday's coming up. Mine is July 27th and Tim's is July 31st, so we usually celebrate together.

Since we've been on our "total money makeover" plan, we are living on a very strict budget. We had already planned ahead over the past few months and saved $100 to do something special. I was thinking we might go to a nice dinner downtown and then to a movie-which would have been great! But Tim was already making plans of his own...

Let me just say that it's hard to suprise me. For whatever reason, I always guess or suspect when something's up-whether it's a sixth sense or just women's intuition, I always know about any suprises that come up. Of course I always pretend I don't know so that the person who's done the sweet thing doesn't feel bad. So knowing this, Tim just came out and told me a couple of days ago what he had done.

He set up a night away for us at the Grand Lodge McMenamin's in Forest Grove, with a package that included a $50 dinner and $20 breakfast voucher (because of course, we're all about the food :)). He had to cash one of his personal savings bonds in to give us a little extra $, which he had been saving to buy something for himself. I, on the other hand, spend extra money as fast as I get it...that's why he's in charge of our finances!

There are a lot of hiking trails around the area in the Tillamook State Forest so I think we'll go roam around in the woods Sat morning and maybe see a $3 movie Friday night...or go soak in the amazing outdoor spa they have.

I am truly blessed by the man that God has given to me to share my life with. While I don't need "things" and getaways to make me happy, he is thoughtful and sensitive enough to know that it brings me joy to have things to look forward to. Not only that, he is an incredible leader, is funny, smart, hard-working, loving, extremely good looking and my soul mate. How I ever got such a guy is beyond me, but I'm sure glad I've got him!

Anyway, I am excited about getting this weekend started! :)

Love, Shanna B

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Joel Rosenberg's Latest Flash News

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* * * * FLASH TRAFFIC: WASHINGTON UPDATE * * * *
OBAMA IN THE EPICENTER


By Joel C. Rosenberg (Washington, D.C., July 22, 2008) -- The race for President of the United States is currently in a dead heat. I have absolutely no idea who is going to win this thing, and anyone who tells you they do is just guessing. Remember: a year ago, the pundits said Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton was a "sure thing" to win the Democratic nomination, and Sen. John McCain was a "sure thing" not to win the GOP nomination. The pundits were wrong then. I wouldn't put much stock in them now.



That said, Sen. Barack Obama faces a very real and daunting hurdle to victory in November. Only 48% of Americans think he would be a strong and decisive enough Commander-in-Chief to lead the U.S. through what could be a tumultous next four years, according to a poll released last week by ABC News. Another 48% are convinced Sen. Obama would specifically not be a good Commander-in-Chief. By contrast, 72% of Americans believe Sen. John McCain would lead our military forces well, while only 25% say he would not. Understand that gap and you'll understand precisely why Obama this week is in the epicenter.



With all eyes fixed on Israel and her neighbors and the conflicts that consume them, the junior Senator from Illinois realizes his international record does not inspire confidence. He has no military experience and precious little foreign policy experience, certainly none to compare with to Sen. McCain, a bonafide war hero who has been engaged in every major foreign policy debate of the last quarter century. To win in November, Obama has to close that perception gap. He has to convince more Americans that he is ready for whatever comes next, be it more terrorism from al Qaeda, or an orderly transition of power in Iraq, or -- heaven forbid -- a full blown war with Iran. So he is meeting with foreign leaders as well as U.S. military commanders on the ground in Afghanistan, Iraq, Jordan and Israel and hoping at the very least that the pictures Americans see on TV and in the newspapers from his whirlwind tour will cause them to begin to see him as a world leader and ease their many doubts.



While it's true that a picture is worth a thousand words, even a week's worth of photos may not be enough. After all, the Senator's core problem is not simply that he lacks the requisite experience. It's the widespread perception that he lacks the necessary judgment when it comes to the most troubling issues of the Middle East. Consider two examples, Iraq and Iran.



IRAQ



From the moment President Bush announced that he was taking Sen. McCain's advice to send more U.S. troops to Iraq to crush the insurgency and restore order, Sen. Obama has been a fierce critic of the "surge," arguing not only that it would not help, but that it would actually make the situation worse. "I am not persuaded that 20,000 additional troops in Iraq are going tosolve the sectarian violence there," Obama said on January 17, 2007. "In fact, I think it will do the reverse."



Eighteen months later, the results are in: the "surge" has been an astounding success. Things didn't get worse. They got better. Much better. Violent attacks against U.S. troops and Iraqi civilians are down 80%. More than 90% of Iraqi terroritory is now quite safe. More than 70% of combat operations in Iraq are now led by Iraqi forces, with U.S. assistance. Yet Sen. Obama struggles to acknowlege the success and refuses to describe his decision to vote against the "surge" as a mistake.



Consider this exchange yesterday with Terry Moran of ABC News.



Moran: "'[T]he surge of U.S. troops, combined with ordinary Iraqis' rejection of both al Qaeda and Shiite extremists have transformed the country. Attacks are down more than 80% nationwide. U.S. combat casualties have plummeted, five this month so far, compared with 78 last July, and Baghdad has a pulse again.' If you had to do it over again, knowing what you know now, would you -- would you support the surge?"



Obama: "No, because -- keep in mind that -"



Moran: "You wouldn't?"



Obama: "Well, no, keep -- these kinds of hypotheticals are very difficult. Hindsight is 20/20. I think what I am absolutely convinced of is that at that time, we had to change the political debate, because the view of the Bush administration at that time was one that I just disagreed with."



Moran: "And so, when pressed, Barack Obama says he still would have opposed the surge."



IRAN



In May of this year, Sen. Obama told a town hall meeting that he thought of Iran as small and relatively harmless country, hardly a major threat to the United States, Israel or our allies in the Middle East. "I mean think about it.," he told a group of supporters. "Iran, Cuba, Venezuela, these countries are tiny compared to the Soviet Union. They don't pose a serious threat to us the way the Soviet Union posed a threat to us....You know, Iran, they spend one-one hundredth of what we spend on the military."



His aides and advisors were horrified. Even Sen. Clinton conceded Iran was a major threat -- particularly given the regime's lust for nuclear weapons --though she refused to offer a plan to neutralize the threat.



So the next day, the Senator flip-flopped. He told a new audience a new story, that he actually does believe Iran is a threat.



But Obama's original, unscripted remarks were telling. In his heart, Sen. Obama does not actually believe the regime led by the Ayatollah Khameini and President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad are deeply and inherently dangerous. He sees Iran as a nuisance, not a forthcoming nuclear-armed power. That is why he is so adamant about wanting to sit down and negotiate personally with Ahmadinejad, without preconditions. His official website actually boasts about this position. "Obama is the only major candidate who supports tough, direct presidential diplomacy with Iran without preconditions," it reads. But to what end?



Has Sen. Obama actually studied the speeches of Khameini and Ahmadinejad? Has he studied their eschatology, or end times theology? Has he been properly briefed on how this eschatology is driving Iranian foreign policy? No one who truly understands what the current Iranian leadership believes could honestly conclude that they can be successfully negotiated with, much less deterred. Ahmadinejad, after all, believes it is his God-given mission to annihilate the U.S., Israel and Judeo-Christian civilization as we know.



Why? To create the conditions that will bring the Islamic Messiah known as the Mahdi or the "12th Imam" to earth. Ahmadinejad is not just another power-hungry dictator in the mold of the Soviet or Chinese leaders of yore. He is a Shia Islamic fascist. He believes his life destiny is to kill millions of Jews and Christians and usher in an Islamic caliphate. He believes he is a John-the-Baptist, a forerunner, of the Islamic Messiah. If he dies, he believes he will spend eternity in paradise with 72 virgins. But he doesn't really believe he's going to die. He believes he has been chosen for a divine appointment, and that nothing can stop him. That is what makes him so dangerous. Unfortunately, too many Washington politicians -- Sen. Obama included -- do not understand this.



Bottom line: I am glad Sen. Obama and his team are traveling through the epicenter this week. My prayer is that aside from all the lights and cameras and political stagecraft, the Senator is able to hear and discern true wisdom about the actual conditions and trendlines in the region. I hope he is able to come away with a new sense of the high stakes of American failure or success in Iraq, and a palpable sense of the rising threat from Iran. The eyes of the nations are riveted on the Middle East for a reason. The future of the world increasingly depends on what happens there, and the future of America depends a great deal on having a President who understands the times and knows what the U.S. should do.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Fourth of July Camping Trip



Over the Fourth of July, we went on a camping trip to the beautiful Trask mountains (I had never been there before but it's only about an hour away from Newberg through Carton/Yamhill, etc). We went with 12 other people and of course, I volunteered to plan all the meals and do all the shopping...that was my first mistake! Oh well, it turned out great even though I felt like a needed a vacation from my vacation. The story of my life as an over-acheiver.



Anyway, we did some four-wheeling and the guys that came were into dirt bike riding so they were gone most of the three days on their adventures in the woods. Here are some pics of the campsite:
This was taken the ONLY day out of the three days we were there that the sun came out. The rest of the time it misted constantly and got very cold. Of course, I assumed that since the weather was in the 90's in Newberg before we left I didn't need to bring one stitch of warm clothing. Murphy always shows up when assuming is involved... so I had to borrow some things from my little sis. Here she is with her hubby, Jake...taken when we first arrived to our campsite.


Isn't she cute? It was her birthday on July 3rd (when this pic was taken) and since we're only 11 months apart, we're both 27 right now. It always tripped people out when we were younger when they asked us if we were twins and we responded with a smile, " No, but we're the same age." Hee hee...my birthday is July 27th so we're only the same age for three weeks but it was still fun to see the looks of confusion on people's faces... Here are some pics of my attempt to make her 27th birthday as special as it could be roughing it in the woods...homemade cake, pinwheels, dollar store tablecloth and all! :)














So, between cooking, cleaning and telling everyone what to do because no one else was taking any initiative (my forte ;)) I took some time for myself every morning to drink my coffee by the BEAUTIFUL creek/river we camped next to. My goodness, I can't even begin to explain the peace and the presence of God in that place (in all of nature for that matter). When you take away all the distractions of every day life: the cars, the cell phones, the radio, work, bills, and all the other noise that can cloud our vision/hearing of the Lord, you come face to face with the Creator. The Lord and I had some very good talks in those morning hours...I took a mental picture of the view from the little rock I sat on every morning so I could revisit it back in the chaos of this world.







It was my first time riding on a four-wheeler that weekend and my sis is a pro so I rode on the back of hers. It was raining (of course) when we went, so imagine going through the woods at around 25 mph with water slapping in your face, bouncing through potholes, leaning around corners, getting splashed with mud. It was an absolute blast but didn't help the fact that there were no showers to be had afterwards...








And this is us doing some poses by the river and cracking up the entire time: :) We are such nerds.






All in all it was such a fun trip. I could go camping every week if I had the opportunity! I put some other pics on my sidebar-check them out!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

A Prayer

Lord,

Thank you for this beautiful day. Thank you for my wonderful husband, thank you for providing all the little things I need and throwing in some of my "wants" since you love me so much. Thank you for my family, my sister, my friends, my life.

Please help me Lord when my mind starts believing the lies of the enemy. Please clear away the cobwebs of confusion and deception in my mind and allow me to see you and others clearly. Please help me to understand that I exist to glorify you, that anything good in this life is a gift, not a given.

Please humble my heart when I pout like a child because I don't get what I want. Help guide me into what you have for me, into my purpose in being here. May I not be focused on what I can do for Shanna but what Shanna can do for others. Grant me self-control when I want to put unhealthy foods in my body, when I want to spend money I don't have, when I want to scream at the driver that just cut me off, when I get frustrated with myself or my husband.

Cover my house with peace and fill it with love. May you become a tangible presence, felt by all who dwell and visit there. Where there is anger, let there be peace, where there is sadness, let there be joy, where there is darkness, light. Where there is hatred let there be love, where there is a rollercoaster of emotion, let there be stability and self control. Where there is roughness, let there be gentleness, where there is defiance, let there be submission.

I pray you take all of me that is molded so far and squish me back down on the potter's wheel. I want to be remade: stronger, more beautiful inside, wholly and completely submitted, dedicated, sold-out and in love with you.

Yours in Jesus' name,
Shanna